Self Discussion

 

Self discussion..

Took the pills.. washed my face.. head out of the door taking the road to don’t know where.. it’s grey with heavy clouds! Fav weather..

I’m imagining the company I would prefer I have now..

But no! what would a company change?!

Let’s not lie to it again.. it would be warmer and much softer..

Or! Colder like your hands.. walk your way and don’t overthink..

No!

Overthinking is your best friend..

I’d like to have another friend..

But it would fade away like everyone else..

You’re right.. I have enough friends..

Name them again..

Self harm! Nightmares! Bad words! Insomnia! Darkness!

Would you change them with something nicer?

Is there something nicer?!

Yes there is..

Tell me about..

Your loneliness!

Really?!

Believe it or not.